BBR = Buburan. a form of Gamelan Music.
but
BBR can also stand for...BoyxBoy relationship? (hint: read sidebar)
sometimes i just wish i was more normal. we dun have much choice do we.

my heart aches even more with every passing lonely day...i fear my feelings will devour me...

"The Life that I Held Dear I Delivered
Into the Hands of the Unrighteous
and My Inheritance has Become for Me
Like a Lion in the Forest.
My Enemy Spoke Out Against Me
'Come Gather Together and Hasten to Devour Him'
They Placed Me in a Wasteland of Desolation
and All the Earth Mourned for Me.
For There was No One Who Would Acknowledge Me
or Give Me Help.
Men Rose Up Against Me Without Mercy and Spared Not My Life."
(from the GOOD FRIDAY RESPONSORIES FOR TENEBRAE)